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2009-07-02T14:59:00.001+08:00

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2008-09-22T21:11:00.002+08:00

A horrible fact about KFC

KFC has been a part of our American traditions for many years.

Many people, day in and day out, eat at KFC religiously.

Do they really know what they are eating?

During a recent study of KFC done at the University of New Hampshire ,

they found some very upsetting facts.

First of all, has anybody noticed that just recently,

the company has changed their name?

Kentucky Fried Chicken has become KFC.

Does anybody know why?

We thought the real reason was because of the 'FRIED' food issue.

IT'S NOT! !

The reason why they call it KFC is because they can not use the word chicken anymore.

Why?

KFC does not use real chickens.

They actually use genetically manipulated organisms.

These so called 'chickens' are kept alive by tubes inserted into their bodies to pump blood and nutrients throughout their structure.

They have no beaks, no feathers, and no feet.

Their bone structure is dramatically shrunk to get more meat out of them.

This is great for KFC.

Because they do not have to pay so much for their production costs.

There is no more plucking of the feathers or the removal of the beaks and feet.

The government has told them to change all of their menus so they do not say chicken anywhere. If you look closely you will notice this.

Listen to their commercials,

I guarantee you will not see or hear the word chicken.

I find this matter to be very disturbing.

I hope people will start to realize this and let other people know.

Please forward this message to as many people as you can.

Together we make KFC start using real chicken again.

Deidre Williams

Mis Tech, Boston/Hingham

Boston (617) 626-1295

Hingham (781) 740-1600 ext.112

2008-08-31T18:17:00.005+08:00

I jus went bike shop wit Ming .. go change my head light to bright white .. hehex .. very nice la .. actually I wan to do angel eyes de .. but only JB then can do leh .. next I wan to install 2 more light at the side of each side .. like the below wan .. dunno singapore got make anot leh .. hehex ..

Will be resting at home till 8th Sept .. hahax .. Hawa help me clear my leave .. happy la .. can go do alot of tinks .. like make passport la .. go bike shop change tis & tt la .. hahax ..

Anyway .. broke up wit Edmund alrdy .. now back to single again liao lo .. hahax ..

2008-08-25T18:53:00.006+08:00

2008-07-29T21:47:00.002+08:00

I jus wan to edit sometink on my previous post .. regarding my x .. cos I really misunderstand him liaox .. he nv betray me at all .. but to bad .. we break liaox ..

Then he now adayds keep msging me la .. cal me la .. which he nv done for quite a long time .. cos when we r together .. he took me for granted .. so nv treat me very good .. so now .. he regret le .. even when he had a 5 mins break .. he also will can me & chat ..

He gave me surprise by coming to fetch me early in the morning 6.30am .. he came on monday without telling me .. but he was abit late to meet me .. so he reach 900 plus liao .. but after tt .. u-turn go back .. so sorry .. but todae manage to meet me .. I was abit late .. lucky got he to fetch me .. he even bought breakfast for me sia .. so touched .. then he no I having headache .. after i went into my mac .. he went to buy medical oil .. then ask me can come out awhile .. I really very touched by his action .. but y he dun do all tis earlier .. cos I very confuse now .. I dunno if I make the rite choice by going stead wit Edmund now ..

My x even say to me tt on my next bdae .. which means I m 19 years old .. he goin to propose to me de .. so he hope now he still have the chance .. he hope I can engage wit him now first .. how how how .. wat should I do ..

2008-07-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

To the person who spam me .. I dun care who u r .. if u really hate me tt much .. y dun we two meet up & settle la .. y always wana come my blog & scold me all those idiot tink .. I found out tt u r the same person since last time .. the wan who say I got aids & eveytink wan .. u really hate me tt much meh?? .. dun understand u .. crazy ..

2008-07-20T01:44:00.003+08:00

Another failure .. shit relationship .. jus dunno wat to say now .. only no tt no matter how hard he try to chase me back .. I m not goin to give in anymore .. I tell myself not to go love him .. tink of him .. he is not worthy for me to do tt .. he is jus a passerby in my life ..

Really wana thanks those friends who will by my side wen I m down the last few days .. ern nee jie jie .. hazmi .. roy .. fazlin .. kartina .. ravathi .. nita .. vita .. viknes .. vita's bf , ali .. not my icrew , andy .. and last but not least .. EDMUND .. I really love you all alot la .. I really very thankful for all the meaningful msg .. advice tt u all gave me ..

Reminder to gals out there .. cos was reading so many ppl blog .. then realise 1 tink .. guys who are age ard 25 to 30 .. r not suitable for age 18 to 20 gals .. they only wana fool ard wit us only .. dun trust them so easily .. even if they say wat broke off wit ex la .. ex gf de baby alrdy abortion la .. wat fuck la .. all not true de .. they jus wana fuck ard only .. I no I like tt say very unfair to some guys out there .. but cos most of the gals out there including me .. experience such tinks .. so wat the hell r those age guys tinking .. they no brain wan meh .. y mus fool ard .. cnt seriously have a relationship meh .. so old alrdy .. still no plan to get marry .. then let those guys be single forever la .. fucker ..

Actually I tht having a bf older then me is a good tink .. cos stable income n everytink .. but now .. change tinking liao .. i rather have jie di lian then have a bf who is older then me 5 years or more ..

Later mus go BBDC for last RR lesson .. but very sianz .. dun feel like goin .. hate to c somebody over there .. haiz .. no choice la .. jus go la .. if not keep drag also no use .. ok la .. faster go chio the last prac la .. mayb after tt .. goin to bugis collect my bro helmet stickers .. then mayb on the way .. buy 1 helmet for EDMUND .. hahax .. for his bdae .. not confirm yet .. cos if really buying tmr .. which means I mus hold 2 helmet home tmr .. heavy leh .. sian ..

2008-07-16T01:12:00.002+08:00

Currently not in good mood .. sometink happen on the 15th July 2008 .. ard 2am .. haiz .. I choose to leave quietly .. I no I m no match of her if really wana compare ..

I dunno wat is holding me onto tis relationship .. although everytink ended on tt dae .. I only no tt my feelings for you is true .. if not y m I still feeling very painful in my heart ..

Should I believe wat u say .. if u really still wan me back .. y I dun feel so .. after we hang up .. y u only send me a MMS .. no msg .. no cal .. wat is tis ..

I dunno y til now I m stil not asleep .. wen I m wrking tmr .. haiz .. my mind keep flashing the moment we had together .. feel like crying after tt .. haiz .. hope I can faster get over him soon la .. I hate tis type of life I m having now .. I dun like la ..

I hope after waking up .. I wun tink so much la .. but I no very difficult .. nvm la .. if she really more important than me .. u go ahead la .. mayb she need u more then me la .. wish u two last long & stay happy if u really choose to go back to her ..

2008-07-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

☆~ When she stares at your mouth = "Kiss her"

☆~ When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you = "LET HER BEAT AND ACT PAINFUL"

☆~ When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff = "Kiss her and tell her you love her"

☆~ When she's quiet = "Ask her what's wrong"

☆~ When she ignores you = "Give her your attention"

☆~ When you see her at her worst = "Tell her she's beautiful"

☆~ When you see her start crying = "Just hold her and don't say a word"

☆~ When she steals your favorite pillow = "Let her keep it and slp with it for a night"

☆~ When she doesn't answer for a long time = "Reassure her that everything is okay"

☆~ When she looks at you with doubt = "Back yourself up"

☆~ When she says that she likes you = "SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN U COULD UNDERSTAND!"

☆~ When she looks at you in your eyes = "Don't look away until she does"

☆~ When she says it's over = "She still wants you to be hers"

☆~ When she reposts this = "She wants you to read it"

☆~ Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

☆~ Call her at 12:00am on her birthday/anniversary dates to tell her you love her

☆~ Treat her like she's all that matters to you

☆~ Stay up all night with her when she's sick

☆~ Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

how i wish he will treat me like tt .. but I tink I mus slowly wait alrdy .. haiz .. dunno y tinks will turn out the way I always dun wan it to ..

I very hate myself .. I dunno wat to do .. who to trust .. why tis is happening .. how m I goin to handle .. which way should I go .. where should i stop .. when wil I give up ..

2008-07-02T19:31:00.005+08:00

ok .. the above pic is wat happen to my leg during my ebrake .. now still very painful la ..

change mt TP date .. cos got earlier de .. from 13 Aug change to 4 Aug .. hahax .. I hope can pass la ..

Azela & Angie goin down to Yishun dam tis sun .. so sad .. I cnt go .. 1 ride super 4 go .. 1 drive car go .. they say if I 30 pass TP .. I can ride my KR go wit them .. very sad .. if I can go .. which means the 3 A in PMAL goin together leh .. sobx ..

I wan to faster get my licence la .. I spent almost $1140 alrdy sia .. crazy wan ..

If i pass on the 4th .. still mus wait quite sometime b4 I can ride .. cos paintwrk not done .. haiz .. time faster pass la ..

2008-06-30T20:11:00.002+08:00

I fail mt TP .. haiz .. very sad .. after took result .. cry in Teddy Bear's car .. hahax .. book again on the 13th Aug .. I dun wan to fail liao .. I keep wobbling when turning & stopping .. kena alot of points for tt sia .. idiot ..

During warm up round .. fell down at ebrake there .. noww near knee cab there .. whole stretch of blue black .. very painful .. now then experience the pain .. cos previous times fell not so serious .. but I wun give up de .. I will keep trying till I pass .. I m so proud of myself today .. cos my u-turn very smooth .. I get hold of the technique to use liao ..

Most of my points all kena inside circuit .. but fail liao .. mus go 2 RR .. they should make it 1 RR & 1 RC .. nvm la .. dun care .. faster complete 2 RR .. then after tt .. mus go more RC & SP .. dun wan to kena all the stupid points again ..

Now in the mean time .. I will jus faster try to save money for my bike la .. tink so much also no use liao ..

2008-06-22T18:36:00.002+08:00

I now waiting for my TP liao .. hope can pass the 1st time ba .. cos most of my friend only pass the second time .. good luck to myself la ..

Fall sick alrdy .. having fever cum flu cum cough .. lucky got 4 days off in a row .. wake up eat liao .. then eat medicine .. after awhile .. feel very tired .. then go slp again .. daily routine now .. no energy to do anytink else .. I wan to faster recover .. very xinku ..

Till now .. have not decide wat type of design for my KR .. I tink i will leave it to my riders to design for me la ..

Having KFC for my dinner later .. my mummy treat us eat .. hehex .. sick still can anyhow eat ,, hahax ..

2008-06-03T18:21:00.002+08:00

I book TP liaox .. on the 30th tis mth .. mus faster finish the last 2 prac liao .. then go SP .. RC .. RR .. I mus pass .. cos I buying one of my rider de KR .. new de .. he seldom ride .. then he gt 3 bike .. so he wana sell .. hehex .. I m the 2nd owner .. 3k for everytink I wan .. including the paintwrk I wan .. stickers .. meaning if I pass .. then 1st July .. go bike shop wit him .. transfer name .. ride bike out to road liaox .. but I still mus pay another 6 mths of $ 196 to the shop .. then settle lo .. happy la .. it is worth .. cos my riders all say can buy .. worth it .. cos very new .. then he also nv take my money ..

Did call Ming & ask .. he say the price ok .. but mus check the engine all tis .. told him wen I go c the bike .. then ask him out go c 2gether .. hehex .. I still tinking of the paint wrk leh .. mayb I wana do like Ming last time de KR .. baby blue & white .. but mine is baby pink & white .. then my stickers put baby blue .. then wana put my name on the bike also .. my daddy shafie will b bringing the bike to his the bike shop help me do .. I love my riders la .. they all r helping my wit bike stuffs ..

Todae is my teddy bear bdae .. hehex .. bought cake & wallet for him .. then we went out to eat & movie .. but he rush off to wrk after tt .. after his wrk later .. then we meet again .. hehex ..

Nowadaes .. I m eating alot .. getting fatter & fatter liao sia .. mus control liaox .. haiz .. tmr mayb goin out wit my 3 icrews .. & also some mcrew .. I plan to eat buffet .. hahax .. dunno how I wan to slim down .. still can go buffet .. lol .. after tt .. go shopping .. buy clothes for ownself ..

I tink my next mth pay cnt touch liao .. cos mus pay for my bike .. I tink mus borrow money liao .. cos I dun wan slowly pay leh .. not worth at all .. eat less liao .. slp more .. wrk more .. hehex ..

Tmr mayb goin for 7.01 .. hope can pass .. cos the u turn quite difficult sia .. mus turn to the 1st lane now .. I keep on wobble the bike .. but he say I can pass wan .. only the wobble part .. if not he wana pass me .. hehex .. I mus complete 8.01 by 16th June .. if not TP date will b cancelled .. jia you ba ..

2008-06-03T18:17:00.011+08:00

2008-05-21T16:36:00.015+08:00

Ok .. my excuse for not updating so long is busy again .. I also dunno wat m I busy wit .. too lazy to update also ..

My bro bought some stickers for my helmet .. so took out the old wan .. replace wit his .. very nice .. hahax .. like it alot la ..

Apple is finally attached after 6 mths of waiting .. but not to Roy .. is to another guy .. who is 10 years older .. jus hope age is not the main problem to our relationship ..

He ask me for stead at 4.05am .. 21 st May 2008 .. & i agreed .. he spent alot of money on me sia .. touched la .. the flower .. the turtle .. & also a heart shape necklace .. he almost spent $140 on jus these 3 tinks to make me happy ..

Tonite goin clinice wit angie .. azela & some others of their friends .. not clubbing .. cos is pub lia de .. but y not mos .. since is ladies' nite later .. hahax .. nvm la .. cos not I plan de ma .. jus follow ba .. hope I will enjoy ba ..

Tmr apple is goin for her RTT .. she will pass de .. hahax .. then after tt .. I wan to go book tp on tt dae .. I wan to faster take a bike out & ride la .. wish me good luck ba ..

2008-04-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

I really dunno wat I wan .. I mean my love life .. have I really give up on Roy .. I dun tink so .. I sort of still waiting for him .. I also dunno y I m so stubborn ..

Somebody wana enter my life .. but I dunno wana accept anot .. I m damn confuse .. I dun wana hurt him .. I no it is better to have someone who love me .. then I go love him .. but then .. it is better to have both party to love each other rite .. haiz .. I hope someone can really enlighten me now ..

He ask me out .. so we went movie jus now .. then go driving ard .. last few days .. wrking overnite .. he came down my store ard 12 midnite .. & bring me go out during my break time .. very touched la .. cos he stay Yishun sia ..

I told him I really need time to tink .. cos I had being single for bout 6 mths .. cos waiting for Roy .. now .. suddenly ask me to have a bf .. I dunno if I can get use to the life anot leh .. I jus need time to really completely forget Roy .. then I will get into another relationship la .. but now .. the main tink is .. Roy is still in my mind .. I jus couldn't forget him .. even though I no he is waiting for his ex .. haiz ..

Goin to grandma house tmr .. he will b fetching me home from there .. he is really a good guy la ..

2008-04-30T00:03:00.014+08:00

2008-04-25T23:52:00.007+08:00

2008-04-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

Oh my god .. how come I m so busy like tt .. now then got time to update wit pics .. hehex ..

I pass my evaluation liao .. RTT on 22nd may .. hehex .. tmr goin for RC .. cos next mth then go 5.02 .. dun wan go so early .. I wan to faster book my TP la ..

Hope to get my pay soon .. settle my debts .. hehex .. then treat my sis & bro go makan .. then my crew bubble tea .. then mayb my mgr go dinner .. then pay hp bill .. top up BBDC acc .. dunno left how much sia .. hahax .. mus tahan till mth end la ..

Now sort of starting to look for SP liaox .. cos I hope to find a not so ex wan .. but I wan a nice paint wrk .. so tt I need not go do so much tink to the bike la .. anyone gt friend wana sell bike .. or no ware I can get cheap but nice bike .. please tag me ok .. thanks la ..

Blogger got pro .. cnt upload my pics leh .. haiz .. sad la .. cos my papa shafie make a sticker for PMAL rider for helmet & also for bike .. he sell them .. but he gave me for free for the helmet wan .. hahax .. so happy la .. I put on my helmet liaox .. not bad la .. it is the tht tt counts ya .. & also the teamwrk between them ..

2008-04-13T17:31:00.006+08:00

Sold my previous hp .. w901i .. used less then 1 year .. bought the above hp .. w380i .. cos of the colour & also is a flip fone .. very happy now .. wat good bout tis fone is ..

Let your hands call the shots. Simply move your hand above the W380i to mute an incoming call or put the alarm clock on snooze. Enjoy the magic of gesture control - control your W380i without touching it

I m moving on to 4.02 for my prac alrdy .. I m a strong gal .. I nv give up althugh I fall off the bike so many times .. 1 time broke their mirror .. hahax .. I will get my licence soon ..

2008-04-02T15:46:00.002+08:00

Lazy to upload pics .. so all will b words la ..

Fail evaluation again .. stupid sia .. amyway .. I m aldry goin quite fast for my prac stage liaox .. even though is like each stage go twice la .. jus completed 3.01 .. later mayb goin the nite slot for 3.02 .. I mus pass my theory test fast la ..

Promoted to asst mgr liaox .. taking over payroll as my task .. goin to KAP wit Hawa tmr morning for payroll class .. after tt .. go sch for class .. after tt .. dunno wana go double o anot leh .. cos got ppl jio to go .. nvm .. c first .. if not tired then go ba ..

Now adys is really damn busy .. so wun b updating so often .. I hope to pass my TP b4 tis year end .. mus have confident in myself ..

2008-03-22T18:46:00.004+08:00

Dunno wana type wat also .. my blog is somehow dead liaox ..

Anyway .. will b promoting to asst mgr next mth .. abit stress & worried also .. haiz .. but mus b happy la .. cos pay wise not bad la .. but bad is end of mth then gt money leh ..

Goin for prac 2.01 again on monday .. dunno y is like all the stage mus go 2 time then can pass izzit .. I tht I will pass 2.01 sia .. but too bad la .. wat to do ..

I really wana chiong all the prac sia .. so after finish each lesson .. I faster go check c tt dae gt slot anot .. but always dun have wan .. then now keep wrking plus schooling also .. difficult to take time out now ..

Helmet now got sticker liao .. yellow flower .. each at each side .. hehex .. shafie give me de .. ask him buy another black evo helmet wit tinted visor ..

Wana thanks yeo for his help .. he gave me a website to go .. for my riding theory de .. cos I keep failing .. hehex .. no need waste money go for prac liao ..

2008-03-11T21:34:00.002+08:00

Jus now went for evaluation .. fail .. jus need one more correct qn to pass .. haiz .. then finish 1.02 liao .. tmr goin for another round of evaluation & 1.03 .. very happy ..

I love pra lesson .. can learn so many new tinks .. I m improving ya .. if I have lots of money .. I will keep booking .. but too bad la .. mus wait for pay liao .. then sch starting soon also .. mus save ..

If possible .. I hope to buy myself wind-breaker .. cos the rain coat there smells sia ..

His bike have a new sticker .. dunno izzit name as lady wing .. very nice la .. his bike now is back like last time liao .. all white colour .. damn miss him .. but nv go contact him ..

2008-03-08T18:05:00.005+08:00

Now adays wun update so much .. cos dun have so much time .. busy wit my prac lessons .. sch starting soon .. wrk .. money ..

Went for my prac lesson 1.01 alrdy .. fun leh .. went for evaluation .. fail .. is coming tue goin for 2 more theory prac .. then evaluation .. also book prac 1.02 liao .. saw Fiza bf there also .. he goin for prac 4 liao .. fast sia .. I mus chong alrdy la ..

Alot of days nv contact wit him liao .. sort of get use to it liao .. but still miss him now & then .. buddy told me y mus I b so stubborn in the 1st place .. make myself so xin ku now .. I should give up very long time ago la .. ok la .. now say so much also wun help anytink liao .. at least now still have buddy to talk to so times la ..

Daddy shafie help me buy tt helmet .. cos he goin bike shop .. so I ask him buy .. white evo helmet .. very happy la .. cos I from last time keep wanting my own helmet .. but tt helmet is the last wan .. so the paintwrk not very nice .. but nvm la .. next time then buy another black wan ..

2008-02-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

Very fun todae la ..

Morning went CDAC to register for sch .. then went to enrol for my bike liao .. hehex .. then went for briefing too .. met up wit NJ , Irma & Lia .. then went to meet Hawa & her baby , Yana .. car down to ZOO ..

We all really enjoy ourself there ya .. but very tired .. then went to BB to have our dinner ..

Jus book my first theory practice lesson for tmr .. hehex .. starting 5pm .. will go down straight after my wrk ..

Only my sis , bro & Azela know tt I have started my bike lesson .. dun plan to let anyone else no also la .. pass liao then c how ba ..
In another 1 hr plus .. is boy bdae liao .. I plan to go down his house give him surprise de .. but I tmr opening .. too tired to do so liao leh .. should b tmr then give ba .. after I finish my theory practice ba ..

2008-02-26T22:26:00.023+08:00

2008-02-23T15:02:00.002+08:00

Dunno wat is wrong wit my body now adays ..

Woke up on thur afternoon .. feeling very sick .. mayb cos whole day nv eat ba .. then evening .. bro bought me rice .. eat liao .. wana vomit .. then having fever .. cos body very cold .. ate 1 extra strong panadol .. then went off to slp ..

Couldnt really get to slp .. feeling very breathless .. woke up at 12 midnite .. wanted to go toilet .. but black out once stand up .. giddy like hell la .. msg friend to bring me go hospital ..

While waiting for friend .. crawl out of bed .. went to change clothes .. & I really mean crawl .. cos I could not even stand up .. head spinning like hell ..

Cab down to NUH .. nurse put me on wheel-chair .. having fever at 38.3 when I went in .. bought me in to a isolated room .. doc came in .. saying my heart beat gt pro .. normal should b 60 .. but mine 120 .. then had 2 injections .. & 4 packs of drips .. stay in hospital till bout 7am .. cab home ..

Mc for friday & sat .. todae still not feeling well .. after eating .. keep wanting to vomit .. very xin ku la .. then dun eat also cnt .. dunno how la .. head still spinning like hell .. cnt stand for very long time .. if not will start feeing giddy again .. even if sit down .. head also keep spinning .. I really wonder wat is wrong wit me ..

2008-02-21T15:20:00.003+08:00

Tis entry is all bout you , boy ..

Ur bike pic is still in my fone .. I dun wan delete .. mayb wen the time comes .. wen I totally dun have feelings for u liao .. then mayb the pic will b gone by then ..

I really trying my best to forget you .. u no wan .. cos ever since tt nite .. I sort of quarrel wit u on the fone wen I doin closing .. I nv msg u or even cal u ya .. till now .. tis shows tt I m really doin my part to not love u anymore ..

Tt time I suddenly receive ur msg .. I tht u sort of miss me .. cos I nv msg u or wat .. but I was wrong .. u msg me is cos of wrk only .. nvm .. I should not have anymore hope on u also .. stupid of me la ..

If I m not wrong .. it has being bout 1 week since we nv contact liao .. haiz .. I really dun wish tis to happen .. but I dun have a choice .. cos if still continue to msg u like b4 .. I have difficulty to forget u la .. I also not say wan to forget u completely or wat .. jus tt .. I hope my feelings will jus fade off slowly .. then we can still b friends like b4 lo ..

I hope to really stay single for the time being .. cos I starting sch next mth .. I dun have so much time to go dating or even quarrel wit anyone .. after taking my next pay .. I will go enrol for my bike license .. hehex .. happy la .. but most of my riders unhappy wit it .. dangerous la .. I mus really start saving liao .. if not wen the time I pass my license .. but no money buy bike .. like stupid only la ..

2008-02-16T17:14:00.004+08:00

Ytd wrking closing .. mayb can also say is a damn sad day la ..

Heard some tink from some one .. then dunno wat to do .. so cal him & ask ..

Then talk till cry again .. he lied to me .. FIRST TIME .. haiz .. damn sad la .. we really sort tinks out ytd la .. I also told him my feelings & everytinks on the fone ..

Totally no mood these days .. mayb jus keep myself busy lo .. dun wana go tink so much .. if he really patch wit her .. I can only wish them happy la .. I will try my best to not tink of u ok ..

Please give me at least wat I expect from u .. b4 u go back to her can .. I only wish for sometink which is not impossible to get .. not expensive also .. haiz .. hope u will fulfill my wish la ..

If can .. I hope to go clubbing .. drinking every day .. so I wun have so much time to tink of u ..

Feeling very emo now la .. I wan to b strong till ur bdae .. I jus hope to surprise u & to make u happy on tt dae .. mayb after ur bdae .. I will jus fall anytime .. I really dunno la ..

2008-02-15T13:38:00.014+08:00

Oh my god .. it is like so many days nv update liao .. damn lazy la .. also forget wat happen liao .. only 1 tink keep hanging in my mind ..

Tt dae .. went jp wit biao mei .. wana ask some more ppl go de .. but no ans .. then nvm la .. watch movie finish .. walk out of jp .. saw some tink which I totally HATE to c la .. then walk a few steps only .. tears start to drop la .. haiz .. I m not strong when come to love ok .. walk to pioneer mall .. keep crying . biao mei also dunno wana say wat to me la .. then hp ring wit the tone .. 最后一次 .. haiz .. reluctant to ans .. but in the end .. still pick up la .. keep shouting like dunno wat la ..

Reach PM .. friends keep asking me y my eyes so red .. dunno wat to say also la .. till now .. only my bioa mei no the whole story la .. dun feel like telling anyone also .. then sit outside store .. chat wit some riders .. then walk home ..

Went to Jurong Bird Park & slack .. keep crying over there .. haiz .. cos my mind keep showing wat I saw at JP .. then receive boy msg .. asking me cool down liao ma .. haiz .. dunno how to say also la .. then morning 6am plus .. he send 1 very long msg .. first time he type so long can .. haiz .. c liao also dunno wana reply wat la ..

But 1 tink I no is tt .. I wun give up so easily .. even if he really patch back wit his ex .. I also will wait for him .. but then .. I will wish him happiness lo .. jus hope tt the gal will treat him good la ..

Tis year valentine .. is a lonely de .. cos no ppl celebrate wit me .. actually someone ask me gt go out anot .. I say no ppl date .. so he say ok la .. we go out together .. but in the end .. he got wrk .. so nv go liao ..

I dunno y after wat happen at jp .. I now adays no mood to do anytink .. even if eat .. only eat half lo .. then after tt .. feel like vomiting .. then to occupy my mind .. I will jus keep wrking .. to keep myself busy la ..

Even though he say tt I will always b his gal .. but I really dunno leh .. cos is like if they really patch liao .. u tink his gf will let him cal me gal or even let him contact me meh .. haiz ..

Boy .. I really wish u happy wit her can .. I dunno I m being stupid or wat .. to keep encouraging u to go back to her .. I jus hope u will b happy only la .. thanks for using the hp pouch I gave u .. n ur bdae coming liao .. I have plan a surprise for u .. but I dunno from now till ur bdae .. will I still b tt strong to help u celebrate la .. the plan cost me bout $100 .. haiz .. is it worth .. I really dunno la ..

2008-02-06T22:38:00.001+08:00

2008-02-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

Apple bdae over liao .. 18 years old liao .. time to go clubbing .. hahax ..

Anyway .. on the 3rd .. went sakura for lunch buffet .. then down to orchard .. HK bought me a adidas jacket .. $142 .. hahax .. like it alot la .. then shop ard .. angie & me had hair extention .. purple & pink .. angie do red on her frigde .. then went kbox .. till bout 11.30pm .. cab down to store ..

Walk home .. then went to Jurong Bird Park till 5am .. reach home feeling very giddy liao ..

Boy tht I went to drink .. hahax .. actually plan to go MOS de .. but very little ppl go .. so cancel off the plan .. I told boy tt I cnt promise him I wun go tt kind of place .. mayb after we together then we dicuss bout tis lo .. sorry hor boy .. but for now .. if I were to go clubbing .. I will inforn u de .. I will b careful & also take care of myself ya ..

Jus now went to take back my hp .. very happy la .. I love my hp la .. last few daes using boy de hp .. at least still in wrking condition la .. later go find him return

I bought a zippo lighter for boy bdae .. $41.90 .. then went cine to buy a couple hp pouch .. giving the wan wit gal pic to boy .. valentine present ba .. then bought wallet for both Kevin & my boss Nicholas ..

2008-02-05T19:03:00.001+08:00

2008-02-02T16:56:00.001+08:00

ok .. last update is on tue .. now is say liao .. wat m i busy wit sia ..

forget liao .. only rem tt I went out to try my luck .. went to double o & MOS .. but too bad la .. they dun let me in .. even if 3 more daes to 18 years old also cnt .. sad la .. so my friends continue lo .. I cab home .. like stupid la .. saw some riders there too ..

then on fri .. which is my 1st dae of FM .. late for wrk .. angry wit ny hp la .. sabo me .. start wrk at 6.30am .. but I woke up at 6.30am .. reach wrk place at 7.15am .. after wrk .. send fone for repair .. then went back store to do all my stuffs .. cos apple is on leave till 6th feb .. so no choice la .. better settle eveytink first la ..

go met boy after tt .. cos I no hp to use .. he gt spare to lend me .. then he drive me home la .. I tht he wana walk me home .. cos he nv take helmet ma .. hahax .. after tt .. go slp liao ..

jus woke up not long .. cos hp keep on ringing ..

I m tinking if my riders r planning sometinks for me ..

cos one of them ask me if I will at hm later . . got go out anot ..

7 more hrs to my bdae la ..

only can go collect my fone on tue after 3pm

sianz la .. tmr goin sakura wit my mac friends

after tt .. mayb go china town ba .. hahax

then sun go out wit besties .. we goin shopping

have aldry receive some presents liao

serene .. nan jong .. angela .. irma .. lia .. thanks

will update the pics in a few more daes ..

2008-01-29T19:08:00.000+08:00

Boy , I dunno how to face u & say .. so I will jus blog it out .. dunno if u will b reading anot .. but if u r really reading it .. then gd la ..

My bdae coming .. u rem wat I told u ytd .. my present .. I really hope u r the one to giv me .. cos as u no la .. I from last christmas alrdy asking from u liao ..

After I saw ur schedule .. I was extremely upsad la .. cos u wrking the whole week .. even on my bdae .. or even the dae b4 my bdae .. u nv request off to pei me .. I no I m only ur gal la .. not gf ma .. but cant u even jus company for tt jus 1 dae? .. haiz .. then c nick & the rest of the riders sch .. also sad la .. cos I no they wun b goin ECP wit me on 2nd Feb to countdown liao ..

Good news ya .. Apple will b comfirm as FM WEF from 1st Feb 2008 .. happy la .. almost 6 mths liao .. then Hawa will b helping me talk to her boss regarding my pay .. she will b giving me 6 mths .. b4 promoting me to 2nd asst .. hehex .. but gt 1 condition la .. I must go back study .. which I m doin in bout 2 mths time la .. so I will b sort of FM for 6 mths .. then if I m ready .. then promote to TM .. hehex ..

Boy .. I wana share tis news to u de .. but u slping .. so nvm la .. I jus blog it down lo .. I have not tell anyone bout it .. cos I wana let u b the 1st to no .. hahax .. actually .. I really hope to spent my bdae wit u leh .. I dun care if only for awhile .. I jus hope to b wit u on tt dae .. haiz .. but I no chance de .. cos u all the way wrking till 8am .. confirm very tired de .. nvm la ..

Actually I really hope my fone will ring wit the ringtone 最后一次(The Last Time) .. cos tt is the song I put for boy .. but it has being quite some times ever since I receive his call la .. we no longer chat like we do last time .. msg still have la .. but not very long wan .. izzit I put the wrong song .. tt's y is really the last time ?? .. I should not b so mi xin la .. I should jus come to my sense tt in the first place .. he do not belong to me at all .. is I ownself tink too much la .. keep treating him as if he is my bf .. & only belong to me .. boy .. I really miss those daes ware both of us were very close .. almost talk on the fone everydae .. msg each other when we wake up .. haiz ..

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2008-01-27T16:14:00.001+08:00

2008-01-27T14:09:00.001+08:00

Oh my god .. I feel tt it is too late to start saving money now .. haiz ..

1. down payment for my acc course .. $450 .. by end of feb .. then still got all the stupid fees mus pay to the sch .. die alrdy la ..

2. I wana go for my bike license .. not cheap la .. even though cheaper then car la .. but so many stages leh .. if fail worst .. mus pay & retake again .. haiz ..

3. If bike license pass .. of course I wan a bike of my own la .. second hand SP or KR .. also need ard 2k to 4k la .. then if I go for all the paint wrk & all the nonsense .. worst liao la .. even though less then $400 la ..

4. my pink slim psp .. I wana buy tt la .. but tt is the last tink I will spent money on .. cos I tink I dun have time to play ba .. ok .. tis wan still considering ..

I tink I really spent too much money on clothes , taxi fare , hp bill , movies , supper & more la .. ok .. I must stop all the shit alrdy .. cnt continue liao .. online shopping should b minimize .. dun msg too much also ..

Ok .. I goin out to watch body#19 at vivo liao .. update later ba .. ( movie again .. oh my god )

2008-01-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

Presents I hope to receive:

1. pink PSP slim
2. white evo helmet wit my name
3. wallet
4. sony ericsson hp - cyber shot
5. glitter eyeliner
6. money
7. bag
8. heart / crown necklace
9. bike licence
10. chocolate cake
10. roy as my bf ( hehex .. I siao alrdy )

My bdae wish:

@%&*#$+!^$#@*&^%$)+_&

HAHAX .. U ALL DUNNO WAT IS IT RITE .. COS SAY OUT WUN COME TRUTH LIAO MA .. SO IS A MI MI LA .. BUT NO ME WELL WILL NO LA .. HAHAX .. GOT TO DO WIT BOY LA .. OOPS .. VERY OBVIOUS LIAO BA ..

2008-01-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

22nd .. tue .. went JP buy cake for nick .. then bout 10pm .. boy came to fetch me down to store .. then celebrate nick bdae .. hehex .. after tt .. boy fetch me home .. second time sit his bike .. happy la .. I tht I no chance to let him fetch after tt dae .. then after tt he went to JP wit his frenz .. came to meet me in the morning .. bout 3am .. we chat under my blk till bout 7am ba ..

I really very happy la .. cos is like so long then we meet up & talk .. dun wana go home de .. cos I really hope to b wit him as long as I can la .. hahax ..

23rd .. wed .. suppose to b off dae .. but cos my 3 I-crew need someone to fetch them to store .. so I help Hawa la .. there was some mis-communication la .. wasted my cab fare .. haiz .. nvm .. after tt .. walk them to Boon Lay mrt station .. then went home la ..

24th .. thur .. wrking opening .. then saw boy at the traffic .. so formal sia .. so handsome also .. cos very seldom c him wear button shirt la .. then he came into store .. but not find me la .. find Aug la .. hahax .. after tt .. he went off liao .. so back sch take his ITE cert la .. hahax ..

25th .. fri .. feeling very down .. no mood to wrk .. went break at bout 7.30pm .. then went outside store & cry la .. boy chat wit me on the fone .. thanks ya ..

Sat & Sun off .. dunno wana go ware also .. mayb jus stay at hm & slp la .. or not play game lo .. boy busy wrking these few daes .. wun get to c him till mondae ba .. haiz ..

Boy .. I seriously love ur company .. I hope 1 dae we can go out together .. mayb jus for a meal .. or jus catch a movie .. or bring me out for riding .. u no I m waiting for tt dae ya .. even though I no I mus wait very long la .. but I m willing to wait .. if u were reading my previous post .. I jus wana say sorry to u .. regarding the fling tink ..

I dunno how to explain to u bout tis matter .. but I jus feel tt .. since I only love u .. I should not hide anytink from u .. so I decided to give u my add again .. if ur opinion of me change after reading my entry .. I have nth to say .. cos I cnt stop u rite ..

Till todae .. alrdy bout 2 mths & 14 daes liao .. I m still waiting .. & I will still continue waiting .. ppl might say I m stupid or wat .. but I dun care . .since I have decided to wait .. I will .. mayb u might not no la .. all tis started on 11 Nov 2007 kkz ..

2008-01-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

Ah yo .. dunno wat happen to my hand .. suddenly swollen sia .. haiz .. mayb tmr go c doc la ..

My fav movie will b out liao .. 21st Feb .. hahax .. I wana go watch la .. confirm very interested wan ..

Sat & Sun .. both dae M shift .. ok la .. not really gt problems .. then monday M1 .. in store till bout 11pm sia .. down crews & riders .. worst dae la .. then GAPBUSTER fail .. on my god !!! .. sad la ..
Nowadys .. quite on good terms back wit boy liao .. cos there was once .. he wana ask me company him go eat in the nite .. first time he ask la .. but too bad .. I slping la .. hahax .. hope there will b next time la .. His bdae coming liao .. heehx .. bout 1 more mth plus la ..

TO THE PERSON WHO SPAM ME IN MY TAGBOARD ..

I DUN CARE WAT U WANA SAY .. I M WHO I M .. I DUN NEED U TO TEACH ME WAT TO DO .. SO WAT IF I M PPL FLING .. I GOT SNATCH UR BF B4 IZZIT .. KPO SO MUCH FOR WAT .. SO UNHAPPY WIT WAT I M DOIN .. THEN GET LOST FROM MY BLOG LA .. I NV FORCE U TO READ WAT .. IF U REALLY SO UNHAPPY WIT ME .. THEN COME & TALK FACE TO FACE LA .. OR CAL MY HP LA .. WE TALK LA ..

2008-01-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

Woke up at bout 10am .. then went out home at bout 12pm .. wit my fat potato sis .. headed to Dover ite .. to take our test .. alight at Buona Vista .. then dunno how to go .. my fling told me to go Dover & take bus .. so head back to Dover .. then still blur .. so take cab la ..

My fling wana fetch me down to Dover ite de .. but cos I promise my sis .. so I rejected his offer .. thanks alot la ..

We both pass the online test .. we can go apply for our fav course liao .. mayb next mth .. cos my course need deposit of $450 . .wareas hers only $300 .. so mus start saving .. cos still got other tinks need to be pay too ya ..

After tt .. went JP shop .. nv expect pay to come out so fast .. therefore bought 1 jean & 1 tube from tis fashion .. & also one shoe .. went to OP & bought 1 cute red "tube" .. hahax .. my cny clothes .. hahax .. no need go shop liao .. hahax ..

Then went home liao .. dun tink so goin out tonite .. cos my fling wrking .. & I m wrking tmr morning .. so stay at hm & rest la .. hope my leg will recove soon .. still a bit swollen & also itchy ..

Mayb sun while wrking .. plan to buy 1 cake for nicholas .. cos his bdae coming liao .. 22nd Jan .. but he not wrking .. so wana buy in advance .. but my Hawa mummy wrking opening .. so dunno tis plan can b carried out anot .. hope so la ..

2008-01-17T20:34:00.001+08:00

Was busy last few daes .. wrking again la .. then lazy to update ..

Ok .. talk bout roy boy ba .. I nv buy shoe for him .. cos he say he have 2 pair at hm liao .. then last few daes .. when he sending order .. he accident .. the taxi nv give way to him .. luckily he nth really happen .. only his bike very terrible la .. I was damn worried la ..

Now bout me .. I somehow hate myself dunno y .. I m somebody fling now .. I wana stay truthful to roy .. & only roy .. cos I really hope to b wit him la .. I m still waiting for him .. but I dunno y I end up being somebody fling liao .. haiz ..

My fling has a gf .. he ask me to b his gf too .. but I dun wan .. cos I dun wana have any commitment in him .. I dun love him .. I jus like his company only ya .. haiz .. I feel happy when i go out wit him .. cos he always cheer me up ..

Went movie wit my fling at Sun Plaza .. one miss call .. I hate the ending .. then he say mayb got part two lo .. hahax .. I wana go watch death note .. hope the show faster come out .. then we went ECP again .. we really talk our heart out la .. then headed home at bout 6am ..

Roy .. if u r reading my entry .. I jus wana say sorry to you .. I really still waiting for u .. I no being somebody fling is sometink very wrong .. but I jus wana say my heart is still wit u .. the person I Iove is only u .. nobody else .. rem 1 dae I msg u a qn .. then ur ans to me back is gf/bf .. I was damn happy at tt point of time .. but I hope tt it wun come true only next life ya ..

[ Changes In Me ]

2008-01-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

Ok .. let me start my long story liao .. hahax ..

Fri wrking M1 .. forget wat happen liao .. Sat & Sun .. closing .. some tinks happen .. dun wana say la .. nvm ..

Mon off dae .. hahax .. went out at bout 3pm .. went JP wit my fat potato sis .. ate mos burger .. then went sandstorm make hair .. plan to rebond next mth .. tis mth dye first .. but in the end .. change plan .. I do everytink together .. rebond .. dye .. highlight .. trim .. sat there for bout 5 hrs sia .. tired .. after tt .. at bout .. 10pm .. went dinner wit my fav rider . after tt .. wana go Marina de .. but went ECP in the end .. hahax .. reach hm bout 7pm .. tired sia .. cos wrking 12kpm tt dae ..

Tue .. M1 .. abit late for wrk .. after wrk .. in store do tinks .. reach hm bout 12am plus .. slp till bout 11am ..

Ah yo .. lucky only cnt wash hair for 1 dae .. if not I cnt tahan wan .. hahax .. my fringe cut till too straight liao .. hahax .. like babie doll sia ..

Haiz .. many daes nv c roy boy liao .. I MISS HIM LA .. I wrking closing later sia .. I tink he goin home at 6pm .. only half an hr to c him .. sad la .. I plan to buy black shoe for him .. can say is advance bdae present .. also can say is jus normal gift la .. hahax ..

Yeah yeah .. congrats to me ya .. APPLE CAN GO STUDY HER FAV COURSE LIAO .. hahax .. mus go for a test first .. after tt .. wen pass liao .. then can start studying in the mth of march .. hahax .. the sad tink is need quite a sum of money .. down payment of $450 .. my god-mummy say wana pay for me .. but I reject la ..

Apple bdae coming liao .. hahax .. on my bdae .. plan to go out wit my GOD-MUMMY .. Nan Jong .. & mayb sone others ba .. but is mac de .. then 4th .. go out wit my Besties .. go celebrate my & CM bdae .. hahax .. ah yo .. not yet buy CM present sia .. dunno wana buy wat leh ..

[ Sianz ]

2008-01-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

Todae is thur liao .. last update is mon leh .. oh .. wat happen to me these few daes sia ..

Tue .. wrking m .. 1st dae of the year .. business ok la .. quite alot of students lo .. end wrk 5.30pm .. in store settling my ops supply tinks .. till bout 9pm plus ba .. forget liao .. reach home .. msg boy gd nite then slp at bout 12 plus ..

Wed .. m1 shift .. no sales .. bored la .. dunno y tis year so unlucky or wat .. Serene emergency leave till mon .. Shima mc till 8th jan .. ah yo .. skip 2 opening shift .. finish wrk 8.30pm .. in store preparing for tmr PROSPERITY start .. walk home ard 10pm ba .. send boy msg then went to slp liao ..

Thur .. m1 again .. sales till ok .. actually wana go cut my fringe de .. but close cash till bout 9pm liao .. shop close liao .. haiz ..

I tink I mus wait till tmr .. or not is sat b4 wrk .. faster go cut lo .. plan to do lots of tinks to my hair .. cut thinner .. fringe shorter .. cut tail behind .. then rebond plus dye natural brown colour .. hahax .. my sis say better go dye first .. next mth then go rebond .. ok la .. listen to her lo ..

I seriously miss boy alot sia .. I alot of daes nv c him liao leh .. I tink tmr can c him ba .. but then .. I finish wrk 8.30pm .. then he start 11pm if I m not wrong .. dun feel like staying in store till so late leh .. if can .. tmr after my wrk .. faster go cut my hair .. hahax .. feel very irritating wit my long fringe .. n thick hair .. ppl keep saying my hair like grass .. sad sia .. I every nite b4 slping .. will send boy gd nite msg .. tis is somehow to prove tt I still rem him ya .. his b'dae coming soon liao .. 1 mth plus more .. dunno wana buy wat .. dunno will he be free to meet up wit me anot leh .. I damn miss him la .. if I have his pics .. then I wun b tinking of meeting up wit him liao .. haiz ..

[ Shocked ]

2007-12-31T06:39:00.000+08:00

Sat .. wrk M shift .. 9am to 5.30pm .. I was not late for wrk ya .. hahax .. although tt dae only slp a few hrs .. hahax .. sales was low .. large order start at bout 4.30pm .. Hawa mummy help me la .. didnt manage to close cash till 5.30pm .. in store till bout 1am .. receive cal from SGH de doc .. telling me bout my grandma .. gave a shock .. cry outside store .. then cab down to visit her .. was damn worried la ..

The taxi driver very gd also .. charge me $20 dollar only .. cos he saw me crying in cab .. then scare I no money go hm also .. hahax .. but bout 2.20am .. my fav rider came & fetch me .. was very touch la .. I mean he came down al the way from Jurong to SGH .. but he cheer me up la .. we went to ECP .. then chat there till bout 6am .. I really enjoyed it alot .. cos I was damn down .. after tt .. we both very tired liao .. but still got long way then reach hm .. imagine one end to the other end .. hahax .. but really wana thanks him for his company ..

Receive my boy msg .. ask me y go early go hm ar .. so I told him bout my grandma .. he also did cheer me up a little .. cos everytime I receive his msg .. it confirm bring a smile to my face de ..

Sun .. closing wit Angie .. quite fun ya .. no sales all the way till 11pm .. then saw boy come wrk liao .. todae closing of cash is terrifying .. cos short of $104.30 .. dunno wat to do sia .. count here & there till bout 4am .. gave hawa mummy a cal la .. then finally close liao .. mus check wit Aldrin ware is the money la ..

Was damn happy to receive Boy cal .. cos when I left store .. I did heard a horn sound .. but I didnt no is him la .. then when I turn back .. he was parking his bike .. so I decided not to walk back store .. then msg him to ask him enjoy wrking la .. then bout 5.30am .. he cal me .. at first I tht I c wrong or wat .. but NO .. is really him la ..

We chat for awhile .. then he went to slp liao .. cos meeting his friend to countdown later .. ah yo ..sianz leh .. ware should I go to countdown sia .. go out wit BIAOMEI .. or other ppl leh .. or mayb should jus stay at hm la .. sort of no mood to go out also .. somemore 1st of jan wrking M shift ..

OK .. I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO GIVE UP ON BOY LIAO .. AS MY SIS SAY .. SHE ALSO WAITED FOR HER BF FOR 1 YEAR .. THEN TOGETHER .. SO I SHOULD NOT GIVE UP SO EASILY RITE .. I ONLY WAITED FOR LESS THEN 2 MTHS LEH .. I WILL CONTINUE TO WAIT TILL THE DAE HE REALLY FORGET HIS EX .. & WILLING TO ACCEPT ME .. BUT I WUN LIKE LAST TIME EVRYDAE GO FAN HIM WIT MY MSG & CAL & MEET-UP .. I WILL JUS SEND A FEW MSG A DAE TO LET HIM NO TT SOMEONE STILL CARE FOR HIM YA .. HAHAX .. SOMETIMES CAN MEET-UP WEN HE IS AT HIS GRANDMA HOUSE .. COS SHE JUS SAYING NEAR ME LIAO .. TT IS ALL LIAO BA .. I TINK IT IS TIME TO GO SLP ALRDY .. I LOVE YOU ROY .. & ONLY YOU OK .. HAHAX .. (if he see tis paragragh how ar .. hahax ..)

[ Boring ]

2007-12-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

Wed nite .. went out wit my fav rider .. hahax .. black super 4 .. cos he take pay liao .. so treat me eat at Newton circle .. not bad la the food .. only tt we both nv eat much .. hahax .. after tt .. he send me home liao .. cos I wrking closing .. & he also no I need 12 hrs of slp too la ..

Thur .. closing till 2am .. in store till 3am .. cos need to close cash & also arrange mrg rm .. then he came down & bring me out .. hahax .. nv expect la .. we went to Jurong Bird Park .. chat till bout 5am .. he send me home .. cos I wrking 12.30pm ma ..

Luckily nv woke up late la .. cos only slp a few hrs leh .. reach store .. then the peak period game start .. fun la .. but I no mood like tt .. cos tired la .. finish wrk 9pm .. but mus close cash .. so in store till 10pm ..

Actually 30th & 31st of tis mth .. is both dae C1 .. which means over nite .. but lucky la .. hawa change my shift .. sun I wrk closing .. monday off .. which means can go count down liao .. but dunno wana go out wit who leh .. hahax .. n also dunno wana go ware .. cos 1st of jan .. wrking morning shift .. cnt go out till very late la ..

[ Christmas Present ]

2007-12-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

[ Confuse ]

2007-12-26T18:47:00.000+08:00

Many daes nv update liao .. last entry is on Fri .. ok .. todae is wed liao .. hahax ..

Sat & sun .. both dae wrking m shift .. finish wrk 5.30pm .. sianz la .. stay in store decorate crew rm de notice board .. then went to buy christmas present .. then ask my buddy to pass the present to boy ..

These few daes nv go contact wit boy .. jus waiting for him to msg me or cal me la .. mus try to giv up la ..

Mondae & tue .. both dae closing .. sianz .. count down in store to christmas .. but got receive present .. so still happy la .. hahax .. shocked to receive chocolate from "HIM" sia .. hahax .. nv expect de . but thanks to "HIM" also la ..

Tue after wrk .. ard 3am .. meet up wit "HIM" & another 5 bikers .. all SP .. nice la all their bike .. they also not bad looking .. SKY fetch my BIAO MEI .. then went down Outram Park fetch Eunice & her another frenz ..

Down to ECP .. chat at mac .. bout 5am plus ba .. all went hm liao .. all go separate way .. hahax ..

Now at hm .. wana go down visit my grandma de .. "SOMEBODY" say wana bring me down .. in the end .. went vivo wit his frenz .. sianz lo .. lazy to go myself ..

I dunno wat is my feelings now sia .. sort of confuse sia .. have I really given up on boy .. should I try to accept another relationship if I have a chance .. MAYB tis sat .. goin out movie wit white cum black SP.. cos my christmas present still wit him .. hahax ..

[ Letter To Boy ]

2007-12-21T17:57:00.001+08:00

Boy,

Are you surprise to see this letter? Actually I dun plan to give you this Christmas present , because I feel that it is like somehow useless already . But then , after much consideration , I decided to give it to you . Because in the very first place , this gift is meant for you , and nobody else . But if you don’t wish to have it , just give it away , no need force yourself to accept it or even use it also .

Actually I thought this year Christmas will be a very special day & also happy day for both of us . But after what happen on that day night , I know that this year Christmas will not be a happy nor special day .

All along , I guess I had too much confident in myself . That was why I thought you will accept me on that day . But I was totally wrong , all this while , is I own-self one side love .

But I really never want to gain anything from you , I just want to let you know that I really care a lot about you , and I seriously love your company & the way we use to be .

From the start , I really hope you will forget about your ex-girlfriend , and try to be with me . I never force you to forget her , because I hope you will be very willing to do so by yourself . Till now , I don’t even know have you ever try , & for now , I also don’t wish to know . I feel that it is useless to know the answer now .

I really hope we can still be like last time , talk on the phone everyday , we message each other everyday without fail . Although I cannot be your girlfriend , but I hope to be your gal always . Till the day you find a new girlfriend , then I guess that is the day you can stop calling me gal .

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE

Best Regards , Apple

17 December 2007

Monday

[ Miss Him ]

2007-12-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

I MISS BOY ALOT .. BUT DUN WANA GO MSG HIM .. WAITING FOR HIM TO MSG ME LEH .. HOW AR??

I REALLY HOPE TO SEE NOW ALSO SIA .. IF CAN .. I CONFIRM HUG HIM THE MOMENT I SEE HIM DE .. BUT IS NOT POSSIBLE DE LA .. SAY ONLY LA ..

BOY .. WARE R U NOW .. WAT R U DOIN NOW .. Y NV MSG ME .. U USE TO IT TT I NV MSG U LIAO AR??

[ Down ]

2007-12-17T16:44:00.000+08:00

I dun feel good these few daes ..

Wrking opening todae .. but ytd nite .. nv even slp .. whole nite crying .. tinking of so many tinks la .. then 5am liao .. went to toilet .. saw my eyes swollen .. having flu also .. but still force myself go wrk .. cos I dun wana mix my own stuff with my wrk la .. run OMO shift todae .. really is OMO leh .. cos sara cnt make it .. then gt large order somemore .. sianz la .. luckily I have my aunties wit me to help me .. finish wrk at 3pm la ..

Saw how hard wrking my chi riders r now sia .. Nicholas , Jing Long & Kevin .. from ytd 8am wrk till jus now .. nv get to slp properly also .. if I can also wrk so long hrs like tt .. jiu hao liao .. jus wana use wrk to make me tink less la .. keeping myself occupy is better la ..

Now rotting at hm la .. dunno wana go stay at Toa Payoh anot .. cos tmr no wrk .. stay at hm will only make me tink here & there la .. haiz .. dunno la ..

Story for the dae:

Should I carry on tis story for the dae .. cos I dunno if in future .. will I still have tinks to say bout him .. I dun need to count down to Christmas alrdy .. cos I no his ans liao .. he still not yet forget his ex .. he said these few daes .. he tried to accept me .. but he jus cant make it .. ask mi dun waste my time on him liao ..

Tt was y I cried the whole nite la .. I was damn sad & shocked when he told me tt .. mayb I m over-confident alrdy .. tht he will accept me .. but I was totally wrong la ..

Ppl might say tt I m silly .. cos I only on him bout 1 mth plus .. not even two mth .. & I go n tell him I love him .. wat is tis man .. is tis woman mad or wat .. I also dunno y I will tell him I have feelings for him in the first place .. but since I have feelings for him .. y should I hide it .. I wana face it bravely .. I dun care bout wat others wana say bout me la .. me is me ma ..

After ytd nite .. I dun tink we will b tt close like last time liao .. cos he now trying to make me forget him .. so he wun msg me like b4 .. wun chat on the fone like b4 also liao .. I dunno y there is tis sudden change in him .. till now .. I m still tinking .. cos I tht we were very happy calling each other gal & boy de .. but now .. I tink he rather cal me apple liao ba ..

As to tis year Christmas .. I dun look forward to it amymore .. cos receiving lots of present from my friends also wun make me happy de .. to me .. tis year de christmas is my worst christmas ba .. sad dae for me also .. I dun wish to receive anytink from him also .. cos seeing his gift will only make me cry ba ..

[ Worried ]

2007-12-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

Since fri .. boy had being feeling down .. dun really no y .. cos he heck care me too .. one dae only bout 1 or 2 msgs only ..

Sat nite .. I went down store to pack christmas present .. actually I dun wana go down de .. cos stomach still not feeling well .. cos I nv eat well ma .. but cos I rem boy is wrking at 11pm .. so I really wana c him .. damn worried bout him .. so I went down .. saw him liao .. but his face very moody .. make me very sad also la .. bout 2am plus .. I went home .. I cal him .. I say him till I cry la .. then sat at my house de garden till bout 3am plus then went home ..

Sun .. he finish wrk at bout 12pm plus ba .. he reach home & send me a msg .. say he is fine .. ask me dun worry .. suppose to meet fei mao jie jie .. go eat my fav buffet de .. but I damn tired la .. cos nv really slp .. so in the end .. nv go .. slp till now lo ..

Story for the dae:

Boy .. if u r reading tis post .. I jus wana let u no tt I m willing to share ur sadness wit u .. but u mus b willing to share it wit me also la .. dun keep tinks to urself can .. I no we r not together yet .. but then .. I dun like to c u like tt .. it affects me too .. seeing u moody .. no mood .. I also dun have mood to do anytink .. sine tt dae I told u I gastric pain .. till now .. sundae .. still not yet recover .. cos I really no appetite to eat anytink .. take ytd for example .. I only ate 1 piece of bread for the whole dae ..

U told me u r worried bout ur check-up .. ok .. I believe u .. cos in the first place .. I tht it has sometinks to do wit me .. tmr .. which is mondae liao .. ur check-up dae .. I really hope everytink will go smoothly for u .. & I seriously hope tt after tmr .. u will b back to normal .. quarrel wit me on the fone .. through msg .. or even face face quarrel ..

I dun like the way we r now .. cos for the whole dae .. if I nv receive ur msg or cal .. I dunno wat to do also .. I will jus keep waiting .. keep pressing my hp .. see have msg anot ..

Boy .. todae is the 16th alrdy .. 9 more daes to christmas .. I hope by then .. u r ready to accept me .. I really love you .. tis time I mean love ok .. not like ..

[ Emo ]

2007-12-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

DUN FEEL LIKE UPDATING ANYTINK .. FEELING DOWN .. SIANZ ..

HAVING GASTRIC PAIN FOR BOUT 3 DAES LIAO .. NO APPETITE TO EAT .. DUN WANA REPLY ANYBODY MSG .. DUN WANA TALK TO ANYONE ..

ROTTING AT HM .. TODAE .. TMR .. SUN .. DUN WANA GO OUT ..

[ Tired But Happy ]

2007-12-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

Tue off dae .. chat wit boy till bout 5am .. force to go slp .. cos wed wrk M1 .. quite tired at wrk .. but fun la .. cos my buddy wrking ma .. then we keep quarreling .. hahax ..

Wed after wrk .. went to boy house . hahax .. his mom quite fierce sia .. but nvm la .. slp at his house till morning .. when looking through his hp .. saw sometinks which upset me la .. but I nv say out .. first is his game de hall of fame name .. then next is my name in his hp .. cos in my hp .. his name is roy boy .. nvm la .. dun wana go tink so much also la .. cos we not yet together ma ..

Nv go wrk todae .. very tired also la .. woke up at bout 7pm .. cal him but he nv ans .. guess he slping ba .. cos he only slp a few hrs only .. mayb he feel uncomfortable wit me beside him?? .. cos he always slp very long hrs de .. kkz la .. later then wait for him to cal back lo .. cos dun wana disturb him again ..

Tmr wrking m1 again .. after tt .. I really dunno wana go ware leh .. first choice is to watch enchanted which I wana watch since I saw the ad .. second is to go find boy .. cos I sat nv wrk ma .. so can go find him .. pei him till sat nite .. then he go wrk .. haiz .. later then c how la ..

Story for the dae:

I finally get to sit boy bike liao .. hahax .. damn happy sia .. he fetch me home .. although the road to my home is very short only .. but I really treasure tt lots la ..

The next time I take his fone .. I mus break his game de record .. cos I dun wana have my name in the hall of fame .. I wana my name & his name together .. & also sometinks bout his fone .. he say cnt write out in my blog .. hahax .. kkz la .. I wun write out la .. but tink liao .. I wana laugh sia .. hahax ..

Now is 13 dec liao .. still got bout 12 daes to Christmas .. 12 daes might seem short .. but to me .. I find it very long ,, cos I really hope he will belong to me & really only me la .. I dun wana share my boy with anybody else ..

[ 3 Daes Post ]

2007-12-11T18:29:00.001+08:00

Ah yo .. sianz de leh .. so many daes nv update .. keep wrking .. damn tired la ..

Sat .. Sun .. Mon .. 3 daes kena closing shift .. Boy wrk on sat & sun too .. wana wait for him go break on sat de .. but too many orders .. so I left at 5.30am .. he ride to the pathway to talk to me .. hehex .. sun .. he finish at 3am .. I went hm first .. he meet his frenz at 651 .. then he came down find me .. chat till 9am .. hahax ..

Mon he nv wrk .. so after my wrk .. I cal him .. talk till 5.30am .. then I walk hm .. hahax .. all the way in store lo .. reach hm liao .. cal him at bout 6.30am .. chat till 8am .. then we go slp liao .. now jus wake up .. he also .. but he wana slp some more .. cos raining ma .. nice weather to slp leh ..

Tinking of goin down to store .. to pack all the chocolates up for Christmas .. but very sianz leh .. having little flu some more .. so cold outside also ..

Story for the dae:

We set a deal .. only cet quarrel from 6am to 2am .. hahax .. cos tt dae we were talking under my blk .. then dunno y 6am onwards .. I keep scolding him .. hahax .. but jus now morning .. got new deal liao .. I can scold him whenever I like .. but when he ask me to stop .. I mus listen to him .. ok la .. set liao la ..

I seriously waititng for christmas to come leh .. cos ytd he ask me wat I wan for christmas .. I told him wallet wit his pic .. hahax .. after tt I say I wan my own helmet .. white evo de wit my name apple behind .. dunno he will buy anot .. cos he dun like me to ride bike or even willing to fetch me on his bike .. cos he say very dangerous .. I m also waiting for his ans .. cos I wana start our relationship on a very special dae .. easy to rem ..

Actually jus now in the morning I wana go find him de .. go his house slp .. but in the end nv la .. cos we not yet even together .. then go ppl house slp .. later if others find out .. dunno wana say me wat liao .. he say he will send me his pic one of this dae .. hahax .. like tt can c him everydea liao ..

Later if the rain not so heavy .. mayb goin over to find him la .. if not ask him come over la .. hahax ..

Tis wan another colour .. cos no link to my boy de .. bout 2 daes ago .. Ming msg me .. ask me y so long nv msg him or cal him .. so I can him back .. then chat for awhile only .. cos I wrking ma .. ask me become his gf again .. I say next year wana go study .. he say no need la .. become his gf can liao .. dunno he serious wan or wat also ..

Then I tink tis coming fri .. will b goin out to watch Enchanted .. wit another SP .. not my boy de SP .. cos I from very long wana watch liao .. but no ppl company me ma .. but I dunno wana tell boy tt I go out with another guy anot leh .. then tis SP told me he bought christmas present for me leh .. cos last year I bought for him ma .. how ar ?? should I tell my boy bout tis ??

[ Long Update ]

2007-12-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

Wow .. it was like so long nv update liao .. hahax .. nth really much to say la ..

Pics were taken on my rest dae .. Thur .. ytd only la .. went to JP wit Fafa .. then Bugis .. Angela suppose to also meet us .. but she was sleeping soundly at hm .. nvm la .. we both shop for our Christamas present .. then went down Bugis buy clothes ..

10pm like tt .. boy came down to meet me .. cos he not wrking ma .. then chat for awhile .. he pei me go walk walk .. we really walk wor .. not bike leh .. go to JWSS there .. then head to 990 there .. his new grandma blk .. went to c c lo .. then sat there & chat till 1am .. hahax .. it was like so late liao then we realise ..

I really damn enjoy being with him la .. but too bad .. cos todae wrking afternoon shift .. so mus go back slp early lo ..

Did not get to c him todae .. cos he wrking 11pm .. I wana meet him .. but he watching tv la .. so nvm la .. hope then c him lo .. hahax ..

As for todae la .. went wrk then MDS order was like damn many lo .. raining somemore .. sianz .. but as usual la .. after tt not much orders liao ..

After tinking for so many daes .. I have make a decision .. regarding the person who hate me so much till spam my blog till like dunno wat .. I have nth to say la .. my friends who r really my friends will no wat kind of gal m I .. will no me well enough tt I wun go abortion if I m really pregnant also .. so .. to the person who spam me .. I dunno wat words should I use to describe u la .. but if u really damn hate me to the core .. y not u jus jolly well call my hp .. or meet up .. we settle it face to face la .. but if u tink tt it is very fun doin those nonsense in my blog .. using my name & 48 name to say those tinks .. go ahead .. cos there is no way I can stop u rite .. ur hand ma ..

Story for the dae:

These few daes like happen so mant tinks .. dunno wat to say leh .. but jus wana say sometinks la ..

Firstly .. boy .. I have alrdy bought ur Christmas present liao .. wallet shop de wallet .. the words goes like tt .. "and he was like blah blah blah .. and I was like blah blah blah .. and then I was like NO .. and then there was complete silence for one full minute and then he was like blah blah blah" .. very funny rite .. cos when I saw tt is wallet .. it somehow remind me of both of us .. cos I always talk back to u ma .. hahax .. u also will say back .. then we both quiet .. hahax .. I also make a 2008 calender wit my pic on top .. hehex . very bb rite .. but hope u like it la ..

Secondly .. Ling .. rem I told u who I suspect ytd .. I really hope is not her leh .. cos is like I still treat her as my best friend .. still care bout her also .. if really is her .. I really dunno wat to say la .. damn disappointed ba ..

Thirdly .. Elaine jie jie .. thnaks for helping me say tt person who spam me la .. but I alrdy decided liao .. if tt person really hate me tt much .. I say wat also no use la .. so jus leave it lo .. if tt person wana settle .. then tt person will cal me .. if tt person find it very fun to spam my blog .. let tt person b lo ..

Lastly .. I wun b updating my blog these two daes ba .. cos wrking closing for the next 3 daes .. dunno can tahan anot .. try la ..

[ Pics Again ]

2007-12-07T22:14:00.001+08:00

[ Sianz ]

2007-12-03T17:31:00.002+08:00

A few daes nv update liao .. busy wrking & also watching show on you-tube .. now starting Corner Love .. not bad la .. quite nice ..

Sat wrk closing shift .. I finish closing my cash and everytink at ard 5am .. sat inside mrg rm waiting for boy to finish eating .. then suddenly I heard '' Gal , let's go'' .. shocked me sia .. he cal me tt infront of my crew .. dunno they heard it anot .. then chat with boy outside store till 6.30am .. then reach hm .. call him & chat till bout 9am .. then I went to slp liao ..

Sun off dae .. damn tired .. woke up at bout 7pm .. ah yo yo .. then watch show til bout 1am .. also chat with boy on the fone ..

Todae 2nd dae running opening shift .. with Sara buddy me .. tmr will verify by Hawa .. hope everytink will go on smoothly la .. wish me good luck ..

I wana buy Christmas present for boy .. but dunno wat to buy .. tinks in mind now .. lighter with 'Boy,I Love You' .. jacket with his name on it .. wallet inside got my pic .. black shoe for his wrk .. MP3 or MP4 insert songs such as ZUI HOU YI CHI , MEI YOU NI DE MEI YI TIAN ..

Story for the dae:

It is goin to b bout 1 mth alrdy .. I still dun have an ans from him .. although he told me tt he is trying to forget her .. but seriously .. is he really trying ?? .. I m damn confuse .. sometimes .. I really miss him .. but dun wana go disturb him with my msg or cal .. so I nv bother him .. but in the afternoon .. he will confirm msg me .. asking me y nv msg him ..

From wat I no .. if a guy is not interested in you .. he wun bother to msg u .. or even waiting for u to msg him .. but my boy does .. he is always waiting for me to msg him .. if I nv .. then he will sort of worried (should I use tis wrd .. or mayb I can say is curious) .. so does tis mean tt I still have some place in his heart ?? ..

I dun rem waiting for a guy for more then 1 week (m I rite , my besties) .. if I no a guy ans for me is no at tt time .. I wun bother to waste my time waiting for him to fall in love wit me .. but for ROY GOH YEOW TONG .. he make me wait for almost 1 moth alrdy .. & some more Christmas , New Year , my b'dae , his b'dae , Valentine Dae , him goin in NS .. all these special dae is coming .. yet I dun have a confirm ans .. wat should I do .. I wun give up on him de .. but I feel lost now leh .. I m sort of floating in the air .. dunno stand a chance anot ..

[ My Fei Mao Jie Jie ]

2007-11-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

I will miss her very badly de .. cos todae is her last dae overnite in PMAL .. jus now went down store .. bought cake .. Angela bought donut .. then wana giv her surprise de .. but she saw wen she doin travel path .. so sad la ..

Later then go down store again .. bout 3am .. then go eat cake & donut .. hehex .. dunno if I will cry anot .. haiz ..

Sara confirm promote to 1st asst .. wef 1 dec .. kkz la .. congrats to him ya ..

Story for the dae:

He wrk till 8am .. then he went home .. b4 tt .. he suddenly cal me 'gal , bye bye' .. shocked me sia .. but very happy la .. hahax ..

Nth liao ba .. cos we chat on the fone .. then nv really say anytink leh .. but jus wana let him no tt he really mean alot to me .. so tt above msg is for him la ..

[ Help to Move House ]

2007-11-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 8am .. then 9am .. went to Toa Payoh wit sis .. go help father move grandma tinks .. cos employ 1 maid liao .. 1 incident make both my sis & me angry .. tt idiot 5th uncle of ours .. dunno y keep shouting like no business .. siao de .. jus ignore him la ..

Then went to 1st uncle house .. take tinks then went back TP .. then slck at TP wit my FAV grandma .. those who no me well .. will no tt I really really love her .. so long nv go visit her .. so got lots of tink to tell her ..

I told her bout boy .. hahax .. she also very concern bout him .. ask him to ride safely .. hahax .. she ask me bring him to c her during Chinese New Year .. dunno got chance anot leh .. hahax .. to say the truth la .. I dunno bring how many of my x go c her liao .. in the end .. all nv last de .. so everytime she ask bout them .. I can only say '' NO MORE LIAO '' ..

Then I go cut my fridge myself .. in the end .. like shit .. then my bro company go downstairs touch up .. hahax .. those top pics r the outcome me after my $5 touch-up .. hahax .. not bad la ..

After tt .. take bus home .. FIRST time .. I sit so long distance de bus .. nv feel giddy or wat leh .. mayb is cos I all the way tinking of sonetink la ..

Story for the dae:

He msg me .. saying got many ppl say me flirt .. I dunno who r the they la .. I also dunno y they like tt say me also .. jus wana explain myself la ..

YES , I m a flirt .. only when I dun have bf ok .. when I dun have bf .. I will go sit my LAM daddy bike .. white cum black SP .. Yong KR .. so wat .. we all only go out as friend ma .. it is not as if I one nite stand rite .. I also nv hug them very tight wat .. YES , I hang outside store wit my riders .. but we r only chatting .. not kissing or hugging or doin any tinks wrong wat .. IS TIS CONSIDER FLIRT???

When I have a bf .. I wun go out wit any other guy de .. even if I did .. I also will tell my bf de ok .. if I really go out wit another guy .. without my bf knowing .. tis means tt my bf treat me no good .. so my feeling fade off liao .. & mayb 2 days later .. we will end up break de .. I m loyal to ny bf de .. I will nv two-time de .. my besties will know tis ..

I jus hope those ppl will stop saying me like tt liao .. very hurtful de .. YES , I no tt I m a type of gal who fall in love wit ppl very easily .. & I also can forget my x in a very short time .. but tt is me wat .. Y should ppl keep looking back .. holding on to a person who do not love u any more .. is useless & waste of time ok .. NAN DE QI FAN DE XIA .. read the below wan .. & u will no more bout me ..

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy
or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to
a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her
life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such
person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.
She is a leader, a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door
herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask
you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks
it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a
chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction,
but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring
type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same
society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up
with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and
agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person
again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word
"Love".

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if
you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She
loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the
same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her
win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight
forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will
survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly
take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not
have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes
that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her
will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she
is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will
just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long
she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a
"Working Woman" then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will
last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of
"pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in
fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she
really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and
will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident
and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

[ Overnite ]

2007-11-26T21:58:00.001+08:00

Ytd nite .. was at hm watching 放羊的星星 .. tis show is jus like me & boy leh .. I fall in love with him out of noware .. but he still love his x .. his x still love him ba .. but she feel tt they belong to diff world .. so she left him .. he is unsure of his own feelings .. but I feel tt he cares alot bout me .. I dunno if we will b together .. but I hope tt me & boy will b jus like then la .. happy in the end ..

Boy msg me .. he came over & meet me .. happy till siao .. hahax .. chat for bout 1 hr plus .. then went hm & change .. prepare to go wrk .. cos down 5 closing crew .. help my fei mao for the last time la .. boy pei me chat wen I walk to wrk .. hahax .. he cal me sia & chat ..

Reach store .. help fei mao do MDS .. so long nv run runner liao sia .. hahax .. fun too .. then also got Nasi Lemah to eat .. mayb is the last time liao .. sadded .. wrk till morning 7am .. went home & slp till 6pm ..

My Lam daddy in the pic above .. hahax .. cos he came down mac in the nite .. with his frenz .. the other pic is my fav chocolate now .. I always will go over to 7-11 .. buy bout 2 packs .. then finish it in bout less then 5 mins .. hahax ..

Wana slp some more de .. but hp so noisy .. not msg is cal .. idiot sia .. then msg boy to let him no I wake up liao .. he jus now at driving center .. jis you la boy .. wana meet Angela & Chuan Bin go eat .. but very lazy leh .. so nv go msg them la .. at hm eat maggi mee lo ..

Story for the dae:
He started smoking since sec 1 .. bout 6 years ago la .. till now still smoking .. very difficult to quit de la .. but I jus hope tt in future .. when we r together .. he wun smoke so often la ..

His longest relationship is only bout 3 or 4 mths .. so when I told him mine is 2 years .. he was shocked .. hahax .. I hope if we really have a chance to b together .. I can break his record of 3 or 4 mths .. & also my record of 2 years la ..

He wana change his bike sit to one sitter .. idiot la he .. cos he say dun wana fetch any ppl .. like tt also good la .. i wun worried he go fetch other gal .. unless tt gal & him squeeze in one sitter sit lo .. hahax ..

[ Shopping With Besties Ytd ]

2007-11-25T14:20:00.000+08:00

Met then at PM mac ard 11am .. bought liang tea for my boy .. wana hang at his bike de .. but he went off liao .. so I ask my crew to pass to him .. hope he did drink it la .. then cab down to Orchard de Cine .. took pics .. spent $21 .. cos we r not satisfied with the first machine .. so tried out the other wan .. hahax .. quite nice la .. no scanner to scan .. too bad la ..

After tt .. walk ard .. but the clothes like all the same .. so cab down to Bugis .. we 3 bought some clothes .. cheap & nice ya .. hahax .. then go mac drink milk shake .. after tt headed home .. tis time is train .. hahax .. reach home bout 5pm liao ba .. not too sure ..

Then bout 7pm plus .. Jackson msg me .. ask me go watch movie .. he treat .. ENCHANTED .. I wana watch tis show very long time liao .. but I tinking leh .. if my boy find out I go out with other guy how?? .. will he b jealous or mad .. ah yo .. in the end .. I nv go .. mayb later c Angela free not .. ask her go with me lo .. hahax .. it is always good to go with a gal rite .. hahax ..

I dunno y after the crew rally .. i really hope to faster turn 18 leh .. I wana go clubbing .. take my bike license .. have a bike of my own colour & pattern .. own helmet or mayb couple helmet .. there is so many tinks I wana do next year .. promote to 2nd assiatant manager next year .. transfer to another store if possible ..

Story for the dae :
Dun have ba .. cos he from friday nite de 11pm .. wrk till sat de 12pm .. then sat de 11pm .. till sun de 8pm .. he went home early todae .. I tink he went home at 12pm .. cos I wana to buy drink for him .. but he not ard .. should b at home slping .. dun wana msg him now .. cos he confrim slping .. mayb later in the nite then c how la .. hehex ..

[ Pics Time ]

2007-11-24T17:27:00.001+08:00

[ Crew Rally ]

2007-11-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

Todae was a fun dae at JE sports complex .. our crew rally .. hahax .. the door gift was nice la .. red/green bag .. actually I was in the cheer team .. but too bad la .. no time go practice .. so ask ppl take over lo ..

Start 11am .. end bout 4pm .. go eat KFC .. then cab down to store .. bought colour lens .. then send money for my online tee .. walk back with the shortie Fafa .. hahax ..

Reach home .. pack bag .. then bath .. on com .. now chatting with boy on the fone .. first time we talk so long .. hahax ..

Story for the dae:

He told me his own experience of bike & accident .. even though he only ride for bout 3 mths .. hahax .. he no I m writing bout him .. so he ask me not to write bout his first dae of riding then accident .. hahax .. wat surprise me was tt .. he till now only fetch one gal .. tt wan is his frenz .. whom he met at coffeeshop .. so on the way la . fetch her home lo ..

I was upset by sometink he told me .. how he patch back with his tt ex .. haiz ..

[ Twisted My Leg ]

2007-11-21T23:24:00.001+08:00

Ytd nite me & boy msg .. he told me he goin in NS either Dec or Jan .. I told him to giv me christmas present .. so I can rem him .. I told him I will get him sometink also .. he shock me by saying he wan me to giv him sometink tt can make him rem me & not tinks tt can b bought .. hahax .. I say I send him my pics .. hahax ..

Todae woke up 11.20am .. saw boy msg me .. hehex .. happy la .. he nv go sch todae .. he company Nick go check up .. they goin NS liao .. sadded .. will miss them both badly de ..

After wrk .. chat with him on the fone .. hehex .. he goin chalet later in the nite .. heard liao .. shocked & scared .. cos rem bout the story he told me .. i warn him not to mix with any gals .. hahax .. he say later call him .. chat with him .. like tt I wun worried so much .. hahax ..

I told him not to fetch other gal go .. also cnt fetch other gal go home .. he told me he will only fetch his frenz to & fro .. I trust him ya ..

Tmr I wrking opening .. 6.30am .. but I m willing to chat with him on the fone later .. cos I m really worried ya ..

Story for todae:

He say he dun like gal older then him .. then I play with him tt I m 1 year older then him .. (but actually he no I m 1 year younger then him la) then he ask me how .. hahax .. cute la he ..

He dun like gal taller then him .. but I tink I & him bout the same height or not is he taller abit .. hahax ..

I told him i dun like him to b shorter then me .. I ask him go play basketball .. so can grow taller .. hahax ..

[ Off DAe ]

2007-11-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hey all , fruittyapple is back .. hahax .. afternoon went to Bukit Merah Mac .. with Fafa & Angela .. actually only company them la .. in the end .. joined in the cheer leading .. very fun sia .. I really hope to join them in leading zone 3 to the maximum fun on tt dae .. but too bad la .. I dun tink I can make it .. cos the practice dae is my wrking dae .. I will only b goin on the second dae ..

After tt .. went back store take tink .. then went home liao .. reach home .. msg with my boy .. chat with Angela .. doin family nite poster ..

Boy told me tt he kind of like me alrdy .. so happy .. but I give him time to really forget his ex first .. it will b very unfair for both of us .. is we were to start a relationship now .. he is still tinking of her .. & I m not ready to share my love with his ex ..

Boy say he will tell me one story everydae .. so I can get to no him better ..

Story for todae:

When he was in sec 3 .. he had a gf whom love him as much as I do now .. they was together for 3 mths .. then he went to chalet & met with another gal .. he went steady with tt chalet gal .. which also mean tt he play timer .. after he broke off with the 2nd gal .. he told the 1st gf the truth .. they quarrel .. but nv break .. after 1 mth .. the gal broke off wit him ..

Tt was 3 years ago .. then all the way .. he didnt had any gf .. only recently .. 4 mths ago .. he got back together with his 6 years ago de gf .. but she broke off with him very soon .. the reason I dunno .. he regretted now .. he feel tt he is a playboy ..

Advice given to him by me:

I told him .. actually he is not really consider a playboy .. everyone has a confuse feeling in their heart .. it will all depend whether tt person is able to control their own feeling .. if they cnt .. then they will start to love one when they c one .. but if they r able to control .. then they will always stay loyal to tt one & only person .. most of the time .. regret is the only outcome for not being able to control their own feelings .. therefore .. always remain calm first & tink .. who u wana b with & love ..

I m able to tell him all tt is cos I feel tt I had being through enough .. I had seen clearly guys or should I say human heart .. till now .. I dun have confident in maintaining my own love life .. my love life in the past had printed a great impact in my heart .. learnt from my own mistakes ..

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2007-11-19T02:55:00.000+08:00

Jus got home from wrk .. therefore .. decided to create a new blog .. wana post all my happy moment wit roy , my boy .. hahax .. although we r still not together yet .. but I tink we will b soon b an item .. need time ya ..

Later off .. so mayb wana ask my boy pei me go BB take my jean .. cos dun wana go back there alone .. it is as though walking into the dark hell alone .. I dun wana face him or his mom or even his sis & so called uncle .. I hate them all .. they r like monsters to me now .. I m not afraid of them .. but jus hate to c them once again ..

I m on diet now .. dunno y suddenly feel like doin so .. it has being a few weeks already .. one day only eat once .. hungry also mus ren .. hahax .. ke lian hor .. but is I ownself find trouble de la .. wana blame who leh ..

Wana go decorate my blog liao .. will update soon la ..